Change is inevitable in life.

Life?

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 22:07:04 GMT

Life has been very satisfactory lately... Last year, I went through a series of drama, phases of feeling lost, and moments of incredible anger. What a complete 360 my life has made. This year has seriously been the best year of my life. I can't stress how much I have changed. I don't know if it has to do with me getting another year older and maturing, simply moving on, or both. Junior year was marked by the typical teenage angst, which I have thankfully gotten over. Sort of... I'm still a little bit of a rebel on the inside, but it's all good.

After all that had happened last year, it's almost a miracle I'm still standing upright. Really. It was tough, stressful...something I would not do over again. Thanks to friends who have been so patient with me and dealing with my stubbornness, I learned to let go and throw myself out there. Not only that, but I have learned to live a life without regrets. I learned that it's all right to do things on the impulse, that's it's perfectly okay to make mistakes as long as you learn from them, that's it's fine to not know exactly what's going to happen. Things don't always happen the way you plan for them to happen; that's just how life is. I used to depend on being organized, orderly, and fully prepared. But you know what, there will always be surprises and unexpected situations. The best way to deal with them is to be flexible.

Up until this year, I never realized how powerful and fulfilling forgiveness could be. I'm not going to lie, I probably have the biggest pride ever. I hate apologizing, I hate admitting that I'm wrong, I hate feeling weak. It's not a trait that I'm proud of, and I'm aware that I need to work on it. And I have been, honestly. Friendships easily turned into rivalry and hatred all due to pride. With my on-going apprehension of high school coming to an end, I have been constantly thinking of what's coming up in the future and how I want to be remembered among my peers. Do I really want to just leave high school with drama? No. I know ten years from now none of the things that went on in high school will matter: who had sex with whom, who had beef with whom, who got a 4.0 and who didn't. In spite of that fact, I still wanted to fix things with people. It was the only way I felt I could graduate with a clean slate...so I'm proud to say that I have resolved all conflicts. =) Not going to mention any names, but I'm sure all of you know who I'm referring to. I can't even begin to describe how good it feels to have it out there and done with. Sure, there are always the thoughts of "what if," but better late than never. I'm glad that I finally sucked up my pride.

Right now... everything is falling into place. I am loving life like I have never done so before. Yeah, I'm still scared shitless about the whole college situation coming up, but I don't think I'm alone in that aspect. I know we all say that we absolutely can't wait to go to college, but let's face it. We will still miss home. But after thinking about it A LOT last night, I realized why deal with it now when there's nothing I can do about it at the present? All I can do is wait until I know where I'm going, and even then, I'm not going to torment myself about going away. I have complete faith that everything will be all right.

As an end note, my advice to you is: live in the present, prepare for the future, and don't forget about the past.

LAST SPIRIT WEEK

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 02:07:24 GMT

Late, I know. Been too busy, not to mention too lazy. Arrgh. Still having that case of senioritis. I thought I shook it off, but NOPE! Still here, still wasting my time. I love/hate Spirit Week. I can't lie, I am so glad that this is the last Spirit Week I'll ever experience as a highschooler. It is saddening, though. It's almost like a countdown to graduation. Last Spirit Week, last Homecoming, last Winter Ball, last Sadie's, etc. *sigh* I hate this. I'm depressed, so I'll just post up the pictures. =(

Monday was Army Day for the SENIORS.

Sarah Tomasi and me. Haha. I love that girl.

Left to right: Mallory Lambert, Sarah Topham, Sarah Tomasi, and Nicki Nario. Missing: Elise Towers. =(

Mark Jensen is fricking hilarious.

3rd period class! Check out that participation from the seniorsss.

J. Kim and me. Geez. Doesn't he look hecka hard?

Left to right: Sarah Nauss, Sarah Topham, and me. LOL. Tell me why I have three Sarah's altogether in my pictures. Too many Sarah's.

Yeah, seniors own.

'09's skit, Aladdin. It was all right?

Ahhh. You can't see my eyes, but you can't see his either. *snickers* =)

Left to right: Michael Hwang, John Nguyen, Janren Liu, Rebekah Lee, Nicki Nario, J. Kim. Missing: Garrett Yee. 'Cause he's a loser.

Tuesday was 70s Day. Jessica Bruno looks HOT!

Seniors sitting down because. . . ? *shrug*

My English buddyyy. <3

Possibly the best class ever.

2010's Scooby Doo! I liked this skit even though the script wasn't that good. Costumes and backgrounds were awesome. Plus, that Mystery Machine.

Weird picture. Janren looks like he's about to beat someone up. Michael looks retarded. Garrett looks like a girl. Funnyyy.

Wednesday was Nerd Day. Look at Sarah Topham! HAHA.

Rallying seniors. We're the best at that. FOR SURE.

Jordan Aragon and his Pokemon outfit. NICEEE.

Ew. We look like dweebs.

Haha. I'm trying to show off my lunchbox like I don't bring it to school everyday.

AP economics rocks my socks.

Top row (left to right): Alex Steadman and Jordan Aragon. Middle row: Lauren Fremd. Bottom row (left to right): Nick Depratti, Tenaya Davis, Morgan Woodrow, Renee Oliphant, Nicki Nario, and Sarah Topham. VERY BOTTOM: Mallory Lambert.

S-E-N-I-O-R-S.

No wonder Adam was perfect for Napoleon Dynamite. =)

Ocean's Eleven by the class of 2011.

John's protractor necklace still cracks me up. LOL.

OMG. Michael's face is priceless.

HAHAHAHA. No comment. Enjoy the picture.

LOOK! It's little Miss Red Riding Hood and Tigger!

Left to right: Sam Salvaggio, Alyssa Chatterjee, Alex Steadman, Katherine Kim, and Lyla Rayyan.

3rd period yet againnn. Can't you tell it's the best class ever?

Mamma mia. 3 sexy juniors plus one hot senior.

My favorite picture: my favorite junior pulling on my tail. Lovely.

Hallway for A Night At the Oscars.

First dance for the senior skit.

Cross-dress dance. It was pretty INSANE. Haha. Best one I've seen.

WOOT. Can't beat the seniors.

Finale. Bet Washington is going to miss 2008's killer choreograhies.

Friday's Orange and Black Day. Yeah, Michael Chen is a pervert.

Warning: Extremely Long Picture Post

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 18:44:04 GMT

Wow. Senior year is going by so fast; I can barely even keep up with the pace. I think I have gotten over my feelings of apprehension towards graduation, or maybe it is only because I am having so much fun I don't have the time to reflect upon it. Summer has been good to me. The school year has been as well, although I have to confess that I am not as focused as much this year. Talk about senioritis. GAH! I seriously need to get back on track.

On a more serious note, I am glad that things are the way they are right now. Sure, things could have been better, but I don't regret anything. I'm not one to dwell on things that I can't change or have any power over. I invested so much of my time, effort, and faith in you. I'm all spent and I'm done. For the first time in a LONG time, I feel free. Nothing is holding me back any longer. I am my own person and I dictate my own actions. Pay more attention on your life than on mine.

That said, enjoy the pictures + comments! =)

Derek and I spent the day before my birthday at Monterey Bay Aquarium and nearby tourist spots.

I wish I was a mermaid. That would be WAY cool.

Birthday dinner @ Elephant Bar. Movies and sleepover afterwards.

Happy 17th birthday to me.

First day rally assembly. Remember when I fell off that stupid rolly thing in front of approximately 2,200 students? Lameee.

Family birthday party. My brother looks weird.

My 4-year-old cousin playing Guitar Hero on "expert" mode. I don't know how his short, tiny fingers get the job done.

Surprise going-away party for my cousin, who's at UC Irvine at the moment. She looks Chinese, doesn't she?

Me, Rebekah, and Irene at the Sweeney Todd field trip. Interesting play, but movie looks better. Possibly all due to Johnny Depp being in it.

Girls' tennis team bonding at Elephant Bar. I think I go to Elephant Bar a lot? Left bottom to top: Taylor, Erika, Vivian, Elise, and Irene. Right bottom to top: Lauren, me, Aurina, and LiAnne.

Former doubles partner: Aurina Lam, who is off to UC Davis. I MISS HER.

TapEx with the guys and my hermano.

Girl nominees for Homecoming Court. Left to right: Alex Steadman, Minoti Mehta, Sarah Topham, Nicki Nario, Sarah Nauss, Renee Oliphant, Tenaya Davis, Mallory Lambert, Geena Condeff, and Morgan Woodrow. Tell me why I'm the shortest one WITH heels on.

My escort Daniel Khuc! Oh, that face is priceless. I hope he won't be mad at me for posting this.

Sen Dai with the guys. I'm probably overdoing that Asian pose.

Oh, goodness. John IS a camera whore.

LOL. I think this is my favorite picture of the guys. Golfland was a blast. I still can't believe Michael beat all of us.

Garrett was attempting to get the golf balls from the pond. He managed to get two, maybe three.

Hands down I'm prettier than Garrett. Just kidding. =)

Austin and his cute girlfriend at his birthday get-together. How adorableee.

Spirit Week pictures I might do tomorrow. Maybeee, if I'm not too lazy and/or busy. I hate college applications.

Senior Year

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 04:48:15 GMT

Period 1 - AP Environmental Science - Brumbaugh
Period 2 - English 12AP - Hu
Period 3 - AP Economics - Macleod
Period 4 - Leadership 2 - Paris
Period 5 - AP Psychology - Nelson
Period 6 - AP Statistics - Joseph

What happens in Cabo, STAYS in Cabo. =)

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 08:06:52 GMT

Went on a cruise to Cabo San Lucas and BOY, IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. GAH! Highlight of my summerrr. I want a re-do. I made many new friends; they're all the best. Oh, this is definitely a picture post.

This cruise. . . what can I say? I loved it from the moment I stepped onto the ship until the moment I had to step off it. Every second, every minute, every day. This is, was, definitely a great experience, one I would gladly re-do in a split second. I loosened up, had fun, partied all night, met the coolest people. *sigh* And best of all, I left issues from home AT home. I didn't bring any with me on the cruise.

In order: me, Ate Rhiza, Ate Jezzle, Erwin, Ate Roselynde, and Matthew. This was the first day on the cruise and we had just boarded and finished eating lunch.

The view while leaving the port of San Diego. Oh, isn't it beautiful?

Getting ready for dinner. Of course, the girls wanted to take picturesss. =)

Dinner time. Food was delicious! YUMMY. This is why I got fat. =(

My brother and I during formal night, the second night of the cruise. Gotta love dressing up.

The trio during the glass bottom boat tours off the coast of Cabo. Not going to lie, the views were pretty awesome. I still like Puerto Vallarta better, though.

The "Pacific Window." Pretty awesome, yeah?

Okay. This has got to be the cutest boy you've ever laid your eyes on. I mean, playing drums at the age of, like, 4?! COME ON!

Dinner the third night. I don't remember what we had, but all I know for sure is that it was good, too. =) Our waiter was talking to us about adobo just 'cause we were Filipino. *shakes head* People are weird sometimes.

YAY! New friends: Danae, Monica, Kaye, me, Ate Jezzle, Jessica, and Karen.

Hehe. Every night after we came back from dinner, a little surprise was always waiting for us. That particular night it was a dinosaur and MY, he was a cutie!

Charles, LOOK, it's YOU! =)

Chrisss. Need I say more?

All the COOL people at the cruise. BACK: Charles, Matt, and Michael. FRONT: Chris, Melissa, Amy, Kaye, Monica, me, Ate Jezzle, and Karen. *sigh* I miss them. Cruise withdrawalll.

I love Mormon boys! ESPECIALLY ones that have names like DYLAN or COLEMAN! Haha. =)

Michael and I. I thought he was cute.

I miss them. *cries*

A picture is worth a thousand words.

July, July

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 04:25:53 GMT

RYLA Reunion '06. Woot.

Nuevo amigo. I love Santa Cruz.

Mission Peak hike with mostly Evergreen Vally High School graduates.

OTC @ Santa Cruz: Charles from Lynbrook High, me, Hillary from Palo Alto High, and Oliver from Bellarmine College Prep.

Check out that smashin' tortuga del mar.

Melissa and I at her debut. Such a sweetie.

Andy, Ben, and me at the LINKIN PARK concert!

*faints* MIKE SHINODA, MARRY ME.

The buds at Logan's Relay for Life. Haha. Shay is in total battle mode.

Me and the most talented guy you'll ever encounter: Oliver Yeh. Taken at Tensync's summer concert at Cupertino.

Summer thus far.

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 23:30:21 GMT

Proud cousin of a Milpitas High class of '07 graduate. You can call us Charlie's Angels. *laughs*

Pacific Buffet with Mr. Fatty. Look at that plate of SUSHI! Yummy. *rubs tummy*

AMC Mercado: Knocked Up. Hilarious movie. Haven't seen it? You're missing out.

Huy Ha's birthday party! Check out that sexy mama. =)

Paulina's house, where Jan and I ate her yummy Korean food.

Girls' night at mi casa. Oh, what fun!

Fremont Relay for Life.

Viel's graduation party/Millie's birthday.

Cutiesss.

Derek, me, and the Huh siblings @ Pacific Buffet.

Don't let the cute face fool you 'cause he's a little devil. Swearrr.

Picture update? Somewhat.

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 05:55:52 GMT

I am really too lazy, so this isn't everything. Unlike everyone else, I am very depressed knowing that we have only one more year left of high school. It is reality, I know. Still. I want to be in denial.

Leave me alone.

On a brighter note, I LOVE MY SUMMER. =)

JAN = MY BEST FRIEND

John, my date for American High School's Senior Ball.

All of us, except for Kathleen and Huy. Where are they?

The girls. My favorite. =)

Me and the date.

INTERACT LOVERS! Donnelyn, Neland, me, Kevin, and Erika from left to right.

Justin Shih. The cutest guy you'll ever meet. Someone worth crushin' on. =)

Hooters with the Borders Crew! Missing: Derek.

Matt and me being fatties that we are.

Being gangsta with Pranay. . . except I can't fool no one.

My walking buddy and more. I love this dude.

Do I have to explain this picture? HAHA.

Fatties for life! Just kiddinggg.

Half of those who went to Sweet Tomatoes.

He thinks he's the beast, but he's really not. Don't tell him I said that. =)

Last day of school ended with this boy right here. Gotta love that face.

Rule #1: Live Life to the Fullest

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 04:29:01 GMT

Recently, I've been going through this phase of not being certain about the things around me. I've been too caught up with the daily routines of life. Even though happiness can be found in the small everyday things that happen, it hasn't been that way for me. Lately, I've felt like I'm a robot. One that is confined within the walls of expectancies and outside influences. I used to pride myself in knowing exactly WHO I am, WHERE I'm going, WHAT I want to do. Nothing is so clear-cut anymore. I wish it were because if you know me well, I sort of like consistency. I admit, I am a very predictable person. I like to be sure of myself.

If anything at all, I have learned so much this year. I've grown into this person who is somewhat different from who I used to be. I'm a little bit more precocious, I'm a lot more open to new things, and I'm a little bit more in control with myself and my surroundings. My cousins from the Philippines are staying with my family for a few months and they are so different from me. They were the ones who taught me that life was too short. And in reality, it IS. They live by one rule and one rule only: By not experimenting new things, you miss half your life. Today, I found myself doing the most unexpected thing and definitely the craziest thing I've ever done in my life thus far. Ask me and I'll tell you. And you know what else? I don't regret it. I think the greatest feeling is not knowing what's going to happen next, but doing it anyway. When you don't do something, you find yourself asking 463739 "what if?" questions. No more for me.

Scheduleee

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 04:39:38 GMT

Period 1 - AP Biology - Wharton
Period 2 - AP US History - Jones
Period 3 - Spanish 3 - to be announced
Period 4 - Leadership 2 - Paris
Period 5 - English 11 - McCarthy
Period 6 - Honors Pre-Calculus - Ho

CLASS OF 2008

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 04:11:51 GMT

Spirit Week Skit
If you don't already know, the theme of this year's skit is Hercules. These are the list of days in order:
Monday - Toga Day
Tuesday - 20's Day
Wednesday - 50's Day
Thursday - 80's Day
Friday - Orange and Black Day

Car Wash
Class car wash is on Tuesday, August 15th. It is from 9 AM to 5 PM. Come whatever time you want and leave whenever you want to. If possible, please bring any of these items:
- paper towels
- Windex
- rags or old towels
- buckets
- soap
- SPONGES
- hoses and nozzles

We are running low on supplies. Anything will be appreciated. Let me know if you will be able to go. Please spread the word and tell all your friends.

Krispy Kreme Fundraiser Cards for Sale
Cards entitle you to one free dozen Krispy Kreme donuts every time you buy a dozen. You can get up to 10 dozens free. The cost of the card is $10.

P.S. All money raised from the class car wash and the Krispy Kreme Fundraiser will go towards the Class of 2008. If you are a junior, help yourselves by participating and raising money for an awesome Junior Prom and Senior Ball.

Contact
If you have any questions, please feel free to contact me by any means. Ask me for my cell or house phone number.
E-Mail: nicki.nario@hotmail.com

Thu, 18 May 2006 00:14:02 GMT

I really think you guys ought to vote for me. Junior prom? It's going to be THE BEST, promise.

NICKI NARIO FOR JUNIOR CLASS PRESIDENT!

Vote now @ www.votewhs.com!

Here we go again?

Mon, 01 May 2006 03:08:33 GMT

Yeah, so I know I've literally left this LiveJournal for dead, so I apologize. But truthfully, this is one of those rare moments where I feel compelled to post for whatever reason.

It's that time of year again. The school year is almost over and usually, I'm totally pumped up for the summer. Last year I had summer fever all the way back in winter. In comparison to last year, I've discovered that I do not have summer fever this year. Honestly, I am completely terrified of becoming a junior and I hope I'm not alone when I say this. Just the prospect of taking the SATs and thinking about college stresses me out like no other. Getting there, I think, is the hardest part about college. I have no problem living away from home 'cause God knows I just want to pack up and go, but getting accepted into the college I really want to go is just really stressful. Eh. Junior year is. . . Let's just say it's going to be interesting.

With that said, I am glad to say that my life right now? Couldn't be any better. So far. Just kidding, that's a lie. I've been living a VERY stress-filled life as of now due to the iSearch, tests, and elections. iSearch not so much anymore as I'm almost done. But elections? Not so good. Elections are scaring the heck out of me since I'm running against tough competition here. Yup. You heard it. I'm running against Anthony Ruma and Sarah Nauss. *sigh* It's going to be even more difficult what with the online voting and all. I mean, what's the percentage of the class that will actually remember to go online and vote? I don't know, but we shall see in a couple of weeks. I don't have a myspace either so that blows. I've accepted the huge possibility of not being president for the class of 2008 next year, and believe me, it was hard. I don't know. I guess that was the only thing that got me really down this week, but eh. That's what we call life; It doesn't pause for anybody.

Ramblings

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 04:54:20 GMT

I'm sore all over, inside and out.

So it seems as if I only update this thing whenever I'm down, which is a shame, really. I wish I could update more on how my life is so grand and brilliant and so so so exciting. But that's not the case here, so I won't. Moving on, my week's been a rollercoaster. It's been going up and down lately. More downs than ups, I'm sad to say.

A lot of things have been said and heard, too. When something's said, you can't take it back. And yes, words have a tremendous effect on me. Just today I've heard three things that have all gotten me thinking. Let me tell you, it doesn't look too good. While out to dinner, my parents said the most inconsiderate thing to me. In my face, in fact. And because of it, I dislike them. Parents just don't understand. My dad said it like it was the most obvious fact and I was struck dumb. Speechless. All I could do was bob my head up and down in false affirmation. They think it's only a joke. Well, it's not. Not to me. Not at the least.

Which brings me to the next topic. I was talking with Praveen after school and he was pretty blunt about it. Which is cool; I like bluntness. At the same time, it was disappointing. It was a reality check, something I think I might have needed for a while now. He said that nothing right now or maybe in the near future, will matter in ten years. Don't go assume that I'm talking about what you're thinking I'm talking about because odds are, you don't know what I'm talking about. Or, you can just think however you like and leave it at that. But you know, maybe he's right. Maybe this is all just fun. Nothing serious, just fun. Maybe we're fooling ourselves into thinking that we could handle this. But I can't help hoping that he's wrong.

And then there's the other thing, which I will not elaborate on. I don't know anymore. This gets me so frustrated because I always know what I want and how to get it. However, when it comes to these things, I'm completely at a lost. It seems like all I ever do is make hasty actions that aren't clearly thought out. For a while, it'll be okay, but then the next thing I know, it hits me right back. This time, harder.

Blah. I'm going to spend the remainder of my Friday night doing geometry homework for lack of a better thing to do to take my mind off of things. I should really get a life.

Don't try me.

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 23:47:07 GMT

Time and time again, you continue to prove me wrong.

The words almost don't mean anything to me anymore.

Actions speak louder than words, I'm sure you know.

Too many times, too many things have happened.

I forgive, but I don't forget.

I don't think the question is 'How far will this go?'

I think it's:

How much am I willing to take?

<3s

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 02:59:17 GMT

I miss this.

And this.

Let's go back to it.

Hurtful, maybe?

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 07:16:47 GMT

I'm afraid to say this to you, but sometimes I wish...

Just a thought. It's not meant to hurt you.

I'd rather have one "big hurt" than a lot of "small hurts."

Get me? Guess not.

At least it wouldn't be continuous.

I hate it like this. I can't pretend I don't care.

Because I do. More than you'll ever know.

LOOKIE HERE!

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 08:21:51 GMT

It's me and my lover.

I love him.

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 20:39:45 GMT

Here I am on
The phone again, and
Awkward silence is
On the other end
I used to know the sound
Of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now)
All I feel (All I feel)
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind
And all the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers
But I don't want that
No, not for you
If you just stay with me, we can make it through
Here we are again
The same old argument
And now I'm wonderin'
If things'll ever change, yeah
When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when?
We'd make noise till 3 AM and the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind
And all the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down
Down
Down
Down

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
If you'll just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Don't say a word (Please don't leave)
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away (Please don't leave)
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Tell me this isn't happening.

NO MORE STRESS!

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 02:36:03 GMT

WOO HOO!

NO MORE STRESS.

Can someone say "Amen"?! *dances around*

I don't think we did too bad? Considering we hecka pulled that off sooo fricking last minute. I'm proud of everyone who participated. You guys were awesomeee. Seriously. Our dances rocked everyone's socks. Or so I hear from everyone else.

Tomorrow is Punk Rock Day! Rally at 7. *smiles*

Don't you just LOVE Spirit Week?!

Everyone is doing it.

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 05:20:36 GMT

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.

1.~How did you meet stephstellarzz? Um, I met her in my English class in 8th grade! Right? I think sooo.
2.~What would you do if you had never met just_jessica_? I WOULD DIE!
3.~What do you honestly think of s0incomplete? She's yummy just like the drink. *giggles*
4.~Would or did sublime54046 and patienthead go out? Uh-uh.
5.~Have you ever liked __collide__? PSH. HECK YEAH. I was in love with herrr.
6.~If jameseatpeach died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? JAMES, I LOVE YOU. Platonically, of course.
7.~Would blue_rose_angel and illmakeyoucry make a good couple? Nahhh.
8.~Describe _the_minority_ in 3 words: sexy smart fun
9.~Do you think x0x_sarah_x0x is hot? D'ohhh.
10.~Would jameseatpeach and pieceof_pierene make a lovely couple? Haha. Not reallyyy.
11.~What do you think of when you see patienthead? MEANIE! Just kidding. *smiles*
12.~Tell me something humiliating about illmakeyoucry: I don't really know any?
13.~Do you know any of iluvu_this_much's family members? I've seen her dad. LOL.
14.~What's sublime54046's favorite color? Green? I think I'm wrong.
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is darken_dream182? 11
16.~What would you do if chynesechopstix just professed their undying love for you? I would do the same. *smiles*
17.~What language does sublime54046 speak? English y French
18.~Who is afraid_not going out with? I have no idea. *shruggg*
19.~Is xmisswoox a boy or a girl? chick
20.~Would acowlows and chynesechopstix make a good couple? Ha. No.
21.~Who do you think luvable_jen_143 would be great with from this list? Me, of course.
22.~When was the last time you talked to x0x_sarah_x0x? Today, I believe.
23.~What is __collide__'s favorite band? Hoobastank. I hope I got this one right?
24.~Does blue_rose_angel have any siblings? Yes. A twin, to be specific.
25.~Would you ever date iluvu_this_much? No, thanks.
26.~Would you ever date _the_minority_? I'm good. I guess if I was lesbian.
27.~Is luvable_jen_143 single? For now, yes.
28.~What is sublime54046's last name? Connor
29.~What is acowlows's middle name? Good question, but I don't know the answer.
30~What is s0incomplete's fantasy? That's confidentialll. Just kidding. I don't know even know.
31.~Where does xmisswoox live? *shrug* Never been there.
32.~Would you make out with stephstellarzz? YUP. ANY DAY.
33.~Are just_jessica_ and iluvu_this_much best friends? Nooo.
34.~Does _the_minority_ like sublime54046? Sure.
35.~How did you meet acowlows? 7th grade? Classesss. I guess?
36.~Is x0x_sarah_x0x older than you? Most likely.
37.~Is pieceof_pierene the sexiest person alive? UH HUH!

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 03:02:00 GMT

If zero is nothing, than I guess I'm negative 1.

SCHEDULE!

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 03:11:49 GMT

Period 0 - Leadership - Paris
Period 1 - Honors World History - Statti
Period 2 - PE - Freitas
Period 3 - English 10 Honors - Perlman
Period 4 - Honors Geometry - Darknell
Period 5 - Spanish 2 - Vera-Valdez
Period 6 - Honors Chemistry - Raymond

I'm dropping honors chemistry for regular chemistry, though. I'm almost sure I'll get Drage.

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 04:48:07 GMT

Just go with the flowww. Right?

Right.

I'm having trouble reassuring myself.

Doubts and past experiences don't exactly mix well together.

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 16:44:48 GMT

After all this time, you're still you...

and I'm still stuck here waiting for something that might never come.

I can't seem to be able to fix this.

And it's killing me.